My Philanthropist dream

I was in a house in the hood (what hood idk), across the street I saw an abandoned house with boarded up windows. The house was huge and there were people living in it lots of people! Half of them I know from lot industries. I walked up to the house and when I got to the door I appeared to be crawling, I asked for someone to come to me but no one would they all seemed scared and started leaving. I kept asking them why they were living in there but no one would respond then after everyone in the house left people from the neighborhood started coming to the house. I told them this house needed to come down and they agreed. I started thinking of ways we could raise the money to do it. I then started picturing a basketball court in its place - people around me still saw a broken house but all I could see was the court, all the basketball rims were in the wrong place but it was still a nice court kids started playing in it and adults were just smiling like they were happy. One adult female said she really really needed this because her son was getting into trouble, she was very happy about it and that was the end of the dream, except when I was half awake I kept picturing myself giving away 90,000 dollars and of course Leesha being upset about it and I felt like the amount really hurt my bank account but I had to have faith that God is in control and I had to let that money go and do its thing.